Posts da Amy Lee no EvBoard -
vide aqui20/01/2004 What kind of Anime does Amy Like? LINKI really like Tenchi. Also alot of old kids stuff - unico, the sea prince and the fire child, totoro. i thought spirited away was awesome. theres more but its mostly just a few random things, i dont have time to make it a hobby
23/03/2004 Dear Amy!!))do You Know Latin?? LINKokay, you guys win - I suck at latin... but I\'m a helluva thai chef...
11/04/2004 Imaginary *anime* video?? | imaginary LINKI love that video! If it\'s the one I think you\'re talking about, it\'s really really cool. It was made to the demo version of the song, by a guy in little rock. I actually had a copy he gave to me for a while but I lost it when my cd collection ran away in europe. He gave it to me at a show about a year ago (i think his name is dave) and I was really moved. I love anime. When it hits the chorus there\'s a girl in a field with all of these wildly blowing red flower petals. Love that video. If imaginary had been a single, I wanted to make an anime video for it - after seeing this one.
love
amy
11/04/2004 Imaginary *anime* video?? LINKwhat the hell is wrong with this stupid thing!
11/04/2004 I Have a Question for Amy.. LINKokay, ill try my best to describe why I think these two expressions are so different...
I don\'t think there\'s anything wrong with sexuality. Sexuality is natural and beautiful, though it\'s very intimate in our culture, making it sometimes akward or embarassing to watch stuff like the Bjork videos you mentioned, (or at leaset very hard for your mom to accept her daughter enjoying them asthetically). What I love about good artists is that they can address any human feeling, and Bjork simply seems to transcribe her heart into music, words, and visual images. What bothers me about so many female pop artists is that sexuality is the only subject matter, or at least the majority of it, because sex sells. The most succesful musicians of our time dont even write their own music. Its all scripted, ingenuine slop that has a catchy hook and a great cleavage singing lead. The real message of the music is that we\'re all fools for buying into a manufactured package fronted by a real live person and not much else. The most offensive thing about it is that alot of these artists got their start with children\'s programming (the disney channel, nickelodeon etc.), so their fanbase at least began with kids...Of course we all know that it\'s still kids. That\'s the worst part.
is any of that what you were thinking?
love
amy
11/04/2004 I Have a Question for Amy.. LINKoh yeah, p.s.,
As a woman I feel offended because these artists portray women as people that can only do well in the world by selling their bodies. I\'m determined to help prove that to be false.
love
amy
11/04/2004 Rodent Picture Thread for Amy... LINKthats adorable. maybe i should get a gerbil. i haven\'t adopted a kitten yet because were going to europe one more time this year (next month) and I don\'t want to leave him. Maybe there\'s a better animal for tour life... i think cats are probably the worst animals for portable living. *sigh* maybe i should get a small dog or something instead... any creative animal ideas for my new pet? maybe a ferret? LMK LOL TTFN!! tee hee!
love,
amy
11/04/2004 Rodent Picture Thread for Amy... | whoa LINKi figured this would be appropriate since it\'s Easter and all...this one feels like celebrating:
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hey- where did you get this clip of me freaking out? that looks like the studio where we recorded the album. haha! thats really funny!
love,
amy
11/04/2004 Rodent Picture Thread for Amy... LINKoops, i meant to reference the video clip, not youre little fluffy guys.
04/08/2004 Question For Amy.... | vampires LINKyour name is jason voorhees and youve never seen a vampire movie???
ok, Im assuming you like horror movies, so maybe you should start old school and watch the original dracula with bella lugosi...
Im also assuming you might just be screwing with me so maybe you like comedy... Young Frankenstein with Gene Wilder. And in modern film, for my kind of vampire movie, see Interview with the vampire with Brad Pitt. I didn\'t particularly like bram stoker\'s dracula because keanu reeves sucks. A good vampire movie mixes horror and suspense with twisted romance and seduction. Thats why they rock.
-amy
04/08/2004 Question for Amy about the Indiana show??? LINKWe talked about it just before my set. Shaun\'s been wanting to do it for awhile and it just felt like a good night for it - seeing as Seether had 3 different guest appearances that night with the whole dale in the hospital thing. Besides, i jump up on their set every night to do broken and i think it was about time he did it to us. Its fun to change things up now and then.
06/08/2004 Flaming Sandwich Thrower\'s League Of Coolness (for the whole band!!) LINKoooookay...
not that I want to be hit by a flaming sandwich, but what the hell- I like turkey and cheese, with everything really. *sigh* I\'m hungry now. Honestly, how is this club going to work? you throw ME a sandwich? or you pelt my enemies with them? Because if they\'re for my enemies you should use tuna. Tuna sourkraut. saurkraut. how the *&#@ do you spell sowerrkraut???
13/10/2004 Amy\'s Hair | For Girls Only LINKokay, I can\'t believe I\'m being the expert hair consultant here, but I just can\'t believe you guys really think I have straight hair! My natural hair is like in the my immortal video. I know how frustrating it is to get your hair really really straight, and I\'m kindof obsessed with japanese fashion, so after trying lots of different methods over the years, this is what Beth and I have discovered works best on my frizzy, kinky, Janis Joplin hair:
I shampoo and condition with goldwell kerasilk (get it at a salon). Its awesome and keeps it really shiny and healthy. If you cant afford this, dont worry. The styling part makes more of a difference than the washing part (dont tell beth I said that!!) Then I either blowdry it (which on my hair takes too long and my arm feels like its going to fall off) or just let it dry naturally. Then, I straighten it with a "chi" flat-iron. Before I straighten each section, I spray it with the most awesome product in the world of straight hair, the one thing i cant live without! - sebastian "laminates". It\'s a straightening hairspray. DO NOT FEAR THE WORD HAIRSPRAY! It doesnt make your hair sticky and stiff. It makes it silky soft when the heat of the iron activates it. just dont forget to brush after ironing the piece (its crispy at first). So with each piece, comb, spray, iron, comb. Thats it. No leave ins, pommade, or dear god- extentions. God i sound like an infomercial! I guess through having long hair for so long Ive learned alot. *sigh* you boys wouldnt understand this but frizzy hair sucks... especially when its like, three feet long.
love,
a totally sissy girlygirl who will probably get picked on for this post,
amy
ps- chi irons may be stylist only, if you cant get one or get someone at a salon to order one for you, just get the hottest straightening iron you can find. careful you dont fry your hair!
13/10/2004 women in the music industry | what? a girl miking a drum set? get outta here! LINKYou\'d probably be really suprised if you knew how far I\'ve pushed myself because somebody tried to tell me I couldnt do something. Thats one of the main things that drives me on - proving people wrong! I have had many experiences just like yours and I have to say that for me, it has gotten better, because Ive worked my ass off and proven that I can do certain things. Men being better at electronics, recording, "gear", etc. - thats a stereotype because the vast majority of people out there doing that for a living are guys (remember - girls are busy drawing horsies and picking flowers!). Alot of times, they just need to see that you can do it to believe it. On one hand, it sucks that you have to prove yourself, but on the other hand, its really fun to blow their minds!!
Hang in there an learn all you can in that class, and then smoke \'em at finals. You\'ll have plenty of time to laugh about it when your on tour working for your favorite band.
-amy
13/10/2004 Amy - is it embarrasing... LINKIts a very rare occurance that I like a picture of myself singing. I do alot of weird, subconcious things with my face and neck to reach notes and put different feelings into them, plus I get all red and sweaty when Im stomping around and stuff, but I\'d rather sound good than look good.
No I don\'t like those pictures, but I\'m not embarassed about them. I know I\'m not a hideous troll.
-amy
ps- great. now theyre just going to turn this thread into a collection of ugly singing pictures of me. lol!
13/10/2004 Letter to Amy from my 11-year-old cousin LINKDaniella,
wow, thats alot of questions! lets see.... My songs are sad but I\'m happy and funny because I think its okay to be sad, happy, funny, angry, goofy or whatever as long as its real. I\'m falling in the Bring me to life video because its about waking up from a bad dream, and in the video, I dream that I\'m falling and that\'s what wakes me up. I never touch the ground in the my immortal video because I\'m a ghost, and there are zombies in the going under video because I think zombies are cool AND because they represented all the people in the world that wanted a piece of me because I was famous, eating my soul up like flesh-eating zombies! bwa-ha-ha-ha-ha! Anyway, dont worry, I dont think you can do a zombie video twice in one career... or can you? I\'m glad you like our music, Daniella! I can\'t wait to see your skirt!
love,
amy
13/10/2004 Evanescence Fanart LINKNew drawings
you may visit my thread LOL
MY TREAD
wow, these are really impressive. I love the sofa one, its so real! Just out of curiosity, how big are these?
flattered,
amy
13/10/2004 amy..how did you do it? LINKDear Francesca,
They were pretty bad to me at school, too. I went to seven different schools growing up because my dads job caused us to move all the time. I remember my first week at a new school in jr. high, I didn\'t know anyone so I just sketched stuff in an art journal during break and lunch and whenever everyone else was socializing. Then, within a couple of days of this, I went to the bathroom, leaving my art journal on my desk. When I came back, it was destroyed. All of my sketches were torn up and crumpled all over the floor. I looked at a girl next to me and said, "what happened??" I remember her saying, blank and indifferent, "oh, christina did it. She doesn\'t like the way you dress." HA! Yes, I ate many a lunch in the bathroom stall or in the empty football bleachers. How did I get through it? I found my thing - music. I loved music. I listened to it all the time and it made me feel good. Then I started writing my own, and that made me feel even better. It still hurt me when they were cruel to me, but I had something that I loved - a whole world - that they couldn\'t touch, couldn\'t even imagine, and that made me strong. Just don\'t make school your whole life. Have something of your own, something you can look forward to every day, away from school. A hobby, an instrument, some weird art project, even just a little pet or something. Just hold your breath and get through it, Francesca, it does get better.
love
amy
13/10/2004For Amy..click me. LINKIts hard to pick favorites, especially with bjork because theyre all so different. I love "baker" by tori amos. I listen to it over and over... its like it reminds me of a strange sad feeling I had a long time ago but I can\'t remember why. It just feels like goodbye. Also the song "Juarez." I have no freaking clue what she\'s talking about but I LOVE the music. As for Bjork, I love "Joga," its like a movie score. Oooo the strings! Also pagean poetry I\'ve listened to a whole lot. Come to think of it I love vespertine ALOT, I don\'t know why the rest of the world didn\'t catch on. I\'m very flattered that you would categorize me with these artists, who i respect so very much. Thank you.
love
amy
13/10/2004 Concert Song Order LINKActually, picking the order takes alot of thought. The key of the songs is a big part of it, because different songs have different guitar tunings, and if you play a few in a row in the same key, you don\'t have to stop to change guitars. Also, the piano songs are side by side because otherwise we\'d have to pause the show to set up the piano more than once. And yeah, the middle of the set is the best place to sit down and catch my breath. Its a sauna in those lights! Often a sauna in a leather corset... Also you just want to set up a setlist with the best impact, drawing you in at the beginning and keeping your interest until the end. make sense?
-amy
13/10/2004 A question for Amy, about art LINKhang on, im just charging my digital camera...
13/10/2004 A question for Amy, about art LINK...and watching sealab!!!!!!
13/10/2004 A question for Amy, about art LINKwait, how do i attatch a picture? I suck at computers. its already in my hp photo gallery...
13/10/2004 A question for Amy, about art LINKit says the file is too big to attatch. it says i can only use 100 kb at a time and im using a whole mb. im sorry!
13/10/2004 A question for Amy, about art LINK.......Did that work?
Edit--> Message amended to protect Amy\'s privacy. Honey, your e-mail account would receive a flooding of unwanted messages otherwise! <3 GilModimg13/10/2004 A question for Amy, about art LINKcool. I just finished that one last week. I cant get a good photo of the other one I was going to show you guys because its too dark in my house at night. I\'ll do it sometime, I promise. Once I can figure out how to make it stick onto the post like all the crafty message board people... Shaun always helps me with this computer stuff and he\'s touring in Europe right now. I hate technology! see you guys later!
-amy
17/10/2004 Have you had Ev dreams? LINKHA HA HA!!!!
This is some really funny shit! Sometime in the past few months I dreamed that Gwen Stephani had a long, heart to heart talk with me about dating guys in the music industry and how hard it can be, and I somehow concluded that she was just full of crap and trying to steal Shaun, so after she left and everyone was asking me if she was nice or whatever, I said she was a snob. Thats about all I remember. Anyway, whats up with all you people dreaming I\'m cleaning your houses? I HATE cleaning. I wonder if that symbolizes something?
-amy
17/10/2004 Have you had Ev dreams? | hey you, up there, in the post above me! LINKp.s. I\'m sure your skirt is really cool.
17/10/2004 Amy, Shaun, Scrabble, Balderdash? LINKjust for the record,
Shaun smoked all of us at scrabble, including my mom, until we all quit the game and started playing something else. It wasn\'t even close. What a snob! Who needs big words anyway? Me talk good!
-Amy
img03/08/2005 Haunted Written Lyrics LINKhahaha. wow. I know Ben\'s claimed he wrote the lyrics to haunted more than once, (in front of me even) but how did that get to you guys? Is it in an interview or something? funny. I don\'t care. Anyway, to answer the question, that IS my real, real lyric journal and those are my real, real words. good to see you guys again! We\'ll be recording soon- YAAAAAY!
love
amy
03/08/2005 Haunted Written Lyrics LINKUm..I thought the obvious reason was Ben wrote the \'story\' behind Haunted and amy then took it and wrote lyrics around it to make the song....its like Ben says he wrote MI all on his own but technically he didnt because the bridge belongs to amy. The writing in the journal is hers not bens, because it is the same throughout with the same style-I think the pages are original and real because amy said herself she gave them to wind-up from her journal
yeah- this is basically it. ben had a theme that he wrote out in the form of a short story. I read it and used the inspiration to write the lyrics.
11/08/2005 2nd Evanescence Album - (The Open Door) - Scheduled Release: October 3, 2006 LINKOkay, I have to admit that this thread is really really long so i didn\'t have time to read it all, and if I\'m leaving something important out that you wanna know, say so. I\'ll check back.
1. Will is working with a band on a side project, Rocky and John are also working on a side project (mourningside), and John also told me about some writing he\'s doing with a really cool artist (i dont know if i can say who- i dont want to mess it up)- HOWEVER, no one is leaving evanescence.
2. Terry and I have done most of the writing ourselves. I AM a woman of my word, and I know I said I wanted us all to be equal writers on this album, but I have a vision and I love this band too much to sacrifice anything. We all write differently- some things work for evanescence and some things don\'t. Thats why I\'ve been nothing but encouraging about all of the side-project creativity. We ARE all artists, and one way or another, we are all writing music right now.
3. We are scheduled to go in the studio and begin recording the new album in 3 weeks. . . and I CANT FREAKING WAIT. I\'m as restless as you are and dying for you to hear this stuff.
4. We will be done recording and mixing by the end of the year, and I wanted that to mean a December release, but there\'s alot of press, promotion and work that has to be done, so it won\'t be on the shelves until March. (That doesn\'t mean you won\'t be hearing a single before then, remember. You always hit radio first.)
5. I am more proud of and in love with this new music than anything I\'ve ever been a part of making- including fallen. It is heavy, creative, soulful, sexy, and different- but it is still, naturally, evanescence. (And no, we didn\'t go so left field that you\'re not gonna get it.)
6. I love you guys, and I know the negativity is coming from alot of anticipation and anxiety for our new music- I\'m so lucky that anyone cares. But seriously, stop worrying. I wont let you down... You think your\'e into this band? -its my whole life.
11/08/2005 EVANESCENCE captions - Oh HELL yes! LINKimg
I HAVE GOT TO HAVE THIS PICTURE! I cant drag it to my desktop and make it bigger- can you make it bigger? IM GOING TO FRAME IT!
[foi explicado no tópico que essa foto foi feita no Photoshop, portanto não é real.]11/08/2005 EVANESCENCE captions - Oh HELL yes! LINKimg
Amy
through gritted teeth) jeez am i the only one here whos normal
Terry: 0o0o Damnnn look at that ass
John: hmm i wonder if i stick my tongue out,it might rain on amy
Rocky: NARH FEAR ME TEETH
Will: 0o0 lookieee! my mommy\'s here!!!
and this shit is making me laugh out loud!!!! HAHAHAHA! DAMN! That IS TERRY!
11/08/2005 EVANESCENCE captions - Oh HELL yes! LINK*wiping a tear from my eye* Ohhhhh, I\'d better get back to work.
11/08/2005 EVANESCENCE captions - Oh HELL yes! LINKimg
haha! this is also funny cause Shaun\'s shirt says "security" and mine says "rock star" ... I guess we dressed to make fun of eachother... shauns bitterness and my sarcasm. were stupid.
11/08/2005 EVANESCENCE captions - Oh HELL yes! LINKwell, where\'d you get it?
15/08/2005 to insignificant for a thread. . . LINKThis is a little silly thing but I just want to say I just fell in love with a song. It\'s depeche mode\'s "halo." I\'ve been tripping out on that \'violater\' cd for the past 3 days straight and I\'m totally inspired. If you haven\'t heard it, DO. thank you, that is all.
15/08/2005 to insignificant for a thread. . . LINKGod, I wanna cover like 3 songs on this album! I stayed up until 4 last night, (procrastinating) playing piano and singing along to it on itunes. Probably to unknown to cover. . .
25/09/2005 In reference to stuff I apparently "said" (wtf??) LINK(ok, this is just in reference to the stuff at the end of the "ev possible release etc." thread)*sigh* I hate being mean, but I\'m in a bad mood. um... ok, I never said we would have any covers on the new album- WERE NOT. And I also never said there would be any old songs redone- they wouldn\'t really apply to me anymore... everything on the new album is brand spanking new and the songs all relate to eachother. An oldie just wouldn\'t fit. And I don\'t know who imafreak05 is but dude, your information is all 100% wrong. Dont pretend I told you anything- I don\'t know you.
(sorry, everyone. that just made me sorta mad for some reason. speculation is one thing, but flat out lying is something I abhore)
25/09/2005 In reference to stuff I apparently "said" (wtf??) LINKoh yeah, p.s.- Ive never written, let alone heard of a song called "prisoner for a day long." sorry.
25/09/2005 Lost LINKHi, new guy. Just curious, where on the internet did you hear about this song? Because I\'ve never heard of it. I think someone is pretending to be me. . .
love, amy
25/09/2005 Lost LINKWell, like I\'ve said before, this is the one and only place I will be posting about the band or anything else. This is honestly the only message board I go to. . . Everybody has a myspace account now, dont they? Its taking over! well hell no, I wont go!
-me
25/09/2005 Loving someone else without loving myself LINKmy darling girl, Im sure this is the last thing you want to hear, but all of these responses are just about exactly what I would say too. It hurts more than maybe anything you\'ve ever known right now, but if you can\'t be happy alone, you\'ll never be happy with someone. You\'re just not there right now. You\'re still unsure of who you are. Don\'t you wanna be you? Instead of someone you\'ve made yourself to please someone? Because unconciously, thats what we do when we\'re unsure of ourselves and dedicating everything to someone. I\'m 23 and still trying to figure me out. When I was 15, I thought I was so different from everyone- and no matter what anyone said in matters of love, I was just positive that I knew better because I was following my heart. I was SO WRONG. Be strong, you will survive. It does get better, I promise. I think the best thing you can do--- whether you guys end up together or not--- is just give him that space. Life is lonely. Period. Work on making yourself better without him. Live your life- you only get one.
love, amy
25/09/2005 Feeling abandoned by my friends LINKOkay, Aaron. Here it is: For the most part, teenagers are totally selfish. It sounds like this just happened to you at a really bad time. Everyone\'s graduating, trying to be positive about their futures, ready to leave home and cut loose and to some degree, abandon responsibility. And then here you are, raining on the whole thing by needing them to forget themselves for a minute and be there for you. It makes me sick, but it makes sense- I bet if this had happened 2 years earlier or later it would have been much easier for your friends to deal with. You know what though? This is a real opportunity for you to grow. I bet that you will become a more caring person to those who need you, and I bet you will be more selective about who to rely on. You\'re not all alone, everyone is hurting. heh. Were all alone together. And what do you mean "now you cant go to college.."? I hope you mean you cant go right now. I mean, you can be in by second semester, right? And if not, one year. One year to do whatever you want with. Find yourself. Go on a roadtrip with an economy sized bag of chips and no plan. You can do that, you\'re free now.

Your body will heal, and life will go on. You are so lucky to have that... better to have your so-called girlfriend turn out to be a selfish backstabber than to have her mourning at your grave, right? Keep your head up.
love, amy
25/09/2005 Coping with death LINKYou have moved me to tears. It sounds like you\'ve been through some great therapy.

I have enjoyed this post more than any I think I\'ve ever read on this board. Just promise me you\'ll listen to your own words- because no matter how much we know them and say them, those thoughts and feelings will always come up. One thing- something cool my therapist told me that I think you\'ll appreciate: We all fantisize about the millions of things we could have done differently to prevent the death- and you know what? That actually helps you heal. It has some medical name I can\'t remember- but the way we mentally play out all of the different circumstances, ending with the survival of our loved one, the more we heal. . . because in a way, we feel like we got to see it through with every happy ending possible, and that is not what happened, so it helps us process it. I don\'t think I explained that very well.

It made sense when she said it. Anyway, just don\'t think that thinking those thoughts is wrong. Its part of your brain\'s instinctive healing. . . I relate to you. And as you well know, many many people do. Rock on, brotha. You have learned much. This seriously touched me. You should write a book or something.
love
amy
25/09/2005 In reference to stuff I apparently "said" (wtf??) LINKIm sorry, i didnt mean to mkae you mad, really, i was going on something a friend of mine had told me, and i really do appologise for being wrong...i can deleate the posts if you wish
somebody make it right again, please, Amy, im really, really sorry that i upset you, if you want, you can check out this email addy, but i dunno how im going to put it in, maybe i should, maybe i shouldnt, if i should, then tell me, but it was a friend of mine who gave me the information, i thought it true, i trusted what she said, im sorry
okay, calm down. Im sorry I hurt your feelings. The part that really made me mad and the only real reason I responded was where you said, "I know its true because I heard it from Amy Lynn Lee herself." That was the lie. Rumors are impossible for me to avoid, they\'re everywhere. I don\'t really care. It\'s when people falsely quote me like that that just isn\'t fair to me. I can\'t control the internet, I can\'t control the media, and I can\'t control you. I\'m sure you\'re a fan otherwise you wouldn\'t be here and I love my fans, but please do me a favor and try to be straight up, ok? No more bullshit. Thanks!
love
amy
25/09/2005 calling all artists - logo for the out of the shadows campaign LINKAnyway, Amy, I\'m going to do a little advocating for MySpace. We here on the board started an Out of the Shadows group on MySpace (well, I did not because I\'m MySpace-retarded but I joined it
) and started advertising it.
If there\'s one thing MySpace is good for, it\'s getting the word around.
(hey thanks! thats really cool.)
Okay, about this- I\'m trying to come up with a cool new logo for the out of the shadows campaign, instead of that eclipse thing. I want it to be smokey, kinda tribal, and want the colors for the whole thing to be either black and purple or black and blue. (i think black and purple because the black and blue may be too much like fallen) I know there are a bunch of wicked good artists on this board- and if any of you guys wanna take a crack at it, feel free! Inspire me.
you have your challenge!
-amy
02/12/2005 A Bunch Of Stuff!!! LINKHEY EVERYBODY!!!!
its been a crazy couple of weeks, but everything is going SO GREAT in the studio. I can hardly contain my excitement for this record, and I\'m happier than I\'ve been in so long I can\'t remember.

I haven\'t had a chance to look through all of the drawing ideas for the epilepsy logo yet, but there\'s some really amazing stuff in there. Thank you so much, guys. I wanted to make sure everyone knows that I DO NOT have any music in the chronicles of narnia

I did write music for it, that I love very much, but it was rejected for the movie because it was "too dark" and "too epic." My darlings, if I can\'t write dark, epic music, I can\'t live. I thought about it for awhile, and then finally decided that I simply will not compromise my art for anything. It is very sad, though, because I think the movie is going to be amazing. Its really good- I just don\'t want you guys to go and see it and be let down because you thought our music was in there. Oh well, more great stuff for the album.

IM SO FREAKING EXCITED!!!!! and im so glad we took the extra time to make this record right. You\'re gonna love it. I love you guys, and I\'m sorry I haven\'t been around in a while, but its all for a very good cause. Happy holidays! I\'ll talk to you soon.
love
amy
20/01/2006 i love my album
LINKHey guys.
I know everyone is dying to hear whats going on, and its been a little while since I\'ve posted. There\'s some stuff I really shouldn\'t talk about right now, but I want you to know that the record is coming out beautifully. Through all of the scary and insane drama over the last 6 months, there has also been alot of good- I feel like a new person. As most of you already know, Terry had a stroke in November. A small chunk of this recording process was spent in the neurology unit at ULCA. Every time he would wake up all he could talk about was getting out of the hospital and playing guitar. He actually had us bring his polka-dot Randy Rhodes guitar to the hospital. Its funny- after being stuck on lyrics for a month on one song, I remember finally writing them at the foot of Terry\'s bed in intensive care. Its wild how life inspires you- again reminding me that we have no control over anything. It\'s been 2 months, and Terry has made miraculous progress. He is in the studio with us right now, and everything is going ahead as planned. We are certain that he will make a full recovery- he\'s too stubborn to settle for anything less. Meanwhile, we were (and are) going through firing our manager, and as you can see (all over the freaking internet), that hasn\'t been very easy for us either. BUT it always hurts to break through to the other side- to make the changes you have to make to help yourself, and I already feel so good. Weird. I feel better than I have in years. I love my album, I love my band, and I\'m grateful for our lives. This album is meaning more and more to me as we finish it. Most of it was written when we came into the studio, but much more has poured out through all of this, making it that much better- that much more passionate. We will be finished with mixing and everything by March first. THAT MEANS it will be early fall when the album is actually on the shelf. We\'re thinking August. I hope you can understand the delay, and I promise the music will be worth it. I just can\'t wait to share it with everyone. Thank you all for being so patient and supportive. We love you!
-Amy
26/03/2006 Hiiiii! LINKHey guys. Terry and I are sitting here in the control room at the studio- well be done mixing next week! I can hardly believe it, weve been working on this album for so long.

The stuff sounds so good... Wow, what a trip this has been. I just wanted to say hi, check in with you and let you know that Terry is doing really well (he is downloading pantera ringtones right now and trying to get one of us to call him), Fortman is ruling it (in deep thought at the mixing board) and I am trying to figure out the order of the songs for the album. Its going to be hard to hold this music in all summer. haha! Terry just said to thanks for all you guys\' support, and all the kind words. I really want to thank you guys again for being so patient- i know its gonna be worth it. Hang in there! Ill keep you guys posted.
love
amy and terry
26/03/2006 Hiiiii! LINKoops. Im dumb. It posted twice...
13/06/2006 Happy cupcake sprinkly funland-the album! LINKhi guys. part of me thinks it would be best not to say a word about the first single, because the only way to really appreciate or \'get\' the title of the song is to hear it- BUT- i just want to assure you- no rainbows or butterflies. Call me when you\'re sober is cool to me because the lyrics are so blunt, its impossible to misinterpret. Im just getting a little braver, thats all.

I wrote it pissed off and finally ready to change my life after putting up with way too much. Its not a pop song, its not a ballad, it rocks. But it isn\'t "typical evanescence" either. I hope you all love the record, i know i do, but just one tip about it- each song really has a life of its own. It would be impossible to judge the record on one song alone. Some are much heavier than weve ever been before, some more soulful, some more fun- the only word that really describes all of them is "more." ...as I\'m reading this I still think its all meaningless without hearing the album. Just be open minded, because I wasn\'t aiming to give people what they expect.
i love you guys!!! almost there!
-amy
13/06/2006 Happy cupcake sprinkly funland-the album LINKno way! buttercream cupcakes are the bomb. -er- with horrible gothic spider sprinkles that is...
13/07/2006 Will LINKHey everybody. We just had a killer couple of weeks filled with press, photos, and an incredible video shoot that I know youre gonna love. Things are going great and I\'m really getting excited for the new album. Unfortunately, I have some sad news. A few weeks ago, Will decided to leave the band.

He said that he just cant go through with another huge tour right now, and wants to stay a little closer to his family instead. Tour is hard- you kind of have to sacrifice your life for it, so we can all understand. We love Will very much and wish him nothing but happiness in everything he does. We\'ve been playing music together since I was in jr. high. I miss him already! I love you guys, don\'t worry about the band- nothing has changed in the schedule and were all excited to get out there and play again. See you soon!
love
amy
13/07/2006 Discussion of The Open Door album. LINKI think it would be awesome if Amy learned to play the harp. It would be so beautiful.
how hillarious that you posted this... thats my new goal. To aquire and master the harp. Cant be that different, right?
ps- about all this narnia crap- nothing was sliced, diced or sacrificed.

The song I wrote for the movie is still in tact- when I wrote it, I wrote a really long instrumental intro that is different from the rest of the song. Its just a piece of music. It turned out to be the perfect segway into the last song on the album. chillax!
13/07/2006 Will | memories LINKI just wanted to share a couple of my favorite will & me pictures. *tear!*

Good times...
img1 img231/07/2006 Call Me When You\'re Sober | the time is now! LINKhey guys! im in an internet cafe/ tasti delight. I just got the call that since sober leaked they are going ahead and letting stations add it today. I was so stoked i had to tell you- i hope you love it!
-amy
31/07/2006 EvBoard Radio Mob | somebody help me LINKanyone in nyc? im a total nerd and all i want out of this day is to hear my song on the radio one time. what station should i be listening to?
-amy
31/07/2006 We :heart: Wolfie! | you so crazy LINKok! first of all, i think its really cool that youre calling him wolfie because thats what we called him the whole shoot. ANYWAY his name is oliver and he\'s english. ooo- even hotter, right?

glad you like him. he\'s really nice.
02/08/2006 Call Me When You\'re Sober LINKhey guys. glad your digging the single, and thinking so deeply into it- its awesome. I just want to make 2 things clear- wind up didnt choose this single- I did, and I had to fight for it. I love this song. Also, they didnt change anything about it. This is the way we made it. We fought over the guitar part but eventually just got the mix right. Thanks for all of the attention!

(positive or negative- its all good)
-amy
10/08/2006 Listen To The Rain | listen to the rain lyrics. LINKlisten to each drop of rain
whispering secrets in vain
please dont let go, can\'t we stay for awhile
its just so hard to say goodbye...
listen to the rain
listen to the rain weeping...
i stand alone in the storm
suddenly sweet words take form
hurry, they say, for you havent much time
open your eyes to the love around you
you may think youre alone
but Im here still with you
you can do what you dream
just remember to listen to the rain
ps- where did you guys hear this? i lost my copy.
10/08/2006 Listen To The Rain LINKoops- is not "you may think youre alone"- its "you may feel you\'re alone". just listen to it. thanks guys. Its cool to hear it again! its been awhile.

we really should record that again awesomely.
10/08/2006 Listen To The Rain LINKYou forgot to include the part that\'s confusing everyone! lol
"Frantically searching for someone to hear
A story be *something* *something* *something*?"
She doesn\'t even know the words to her own song
aw crap! youre right.
frantically searching for someone to hear
their story before they hit ground.
30/08/2006 EvBoard TRL Crashers | freakin fanatics! LINKHey! i just want to thank you guys for making us not only number one on trl, but wind-ups first number one- EVER. That rules! i know it wouldn\'t have happened without your scheming.

ill be at the vmas day after tomorrow- guess id better find something to wear.... aaaaahk!!
love,
amy